反省自己吧，不要再那么无知只会怪别人，没人是100%的

开心
很简单
人心
很难想
什么都不要想
只要这一秒活得有意义
那你的人生就不会有白费的一天
不要因为 那样的人 而不开心
她活得太虚伪了
眼泪不是要用来扮可怜的
那样的泪永远不会令人深表同情
反而会令人觉得很恶心
心想“怎么会有哪么恶心的人”
有些东西部用作到很出面
虽然是很不开心
不要再随便哭泣
这是我自己要对自己说的
人是要成长的
不是自己躲在自己的世界
觉得自己很厉害
要别人改变来迎合你
这样的人永远不会进步
人家能配合多久
谁能忍受到你那“无理取闹”的无知
对久了
反而会觉得很恶心
有时甚至听你的声音也觉得烦闷
如果你还是觉得自己永远是对的
那我只能祝福你
改变真的那么难吗？
对 。。。
谁有百分百？
是没有那样的人
但是有谁不想进步？
要进步是要行动的
不时用嘴巴说的
醒醒吧。。。

明明不开心， 但我却哭不出来

有些事情 看起来很简单 但是不知道为什么
就是那么复杂 明明是很简单的 去或不去 为什么到最后却是这样的下场
情侣之间 真的有好多好多的学问 有时候我真的好想去了解
但是人都回累 有时候真的会好累 好无助
我只是希望要有一个人可以让我依靠
这样都那么难吗
为什么两个人的想法会差那么多
是彼此不够了解 还是彼此都各有心事
是我自己多心 还是我对他不够用心
我自己也不知道该怎么样
每次见面就要吵架
最近大家都很少会谈心说笑了
是大家需要长大 还是大家已经没有话说了
难道我们在一起只有不快 没有快乐的事情了吗
每天饮为哪些芝麻绿豆事情而吵的日子
我真的不想要 我很伤心
不懂该怎么去维持一段感情
我开始连自己在做什么也不知道了
我的原则 已经不能再有了
什么事情仿佛回不了从前
爱情没什么山名海事
以前我相信
现在我不会再信了
我伤透了

Im very Tired...

Those few weeks many thing i would like 2 think..
bout my study...
wadever....

but sometimes i really will feel so lonely...because of i trusted wrong a person...really...u can see thru a person thru ur eyes when u r together wif him/her...now onli i noe my childishness...jz like a immature baby...b4 tat ppl say im YOU ZHI i wont believe it , but now i onli admitted that, ya...im stupig~!!! im stupig for so long... i feel so upset n feel tat wanna gv up myself...
becum a human really not a easy thing... have many thing need 2 think...need 2 try...even having some diff prob also need 2 settle by own... i need 2 change my attitude ad...coz now im not enuff strength... i could not like tat... i felt tat myself so useless...but wadever...gambate~!!!! tat's wad i wanna talk 2 myself...i wont gv up myself n wont say no 2 myself~!!!!! 叶秀珍~！！！加油！！！！…………

shit` tat stupig timetable~!!!!!!!

i hate tat stupig timetable...
i go login so many times oso cant...
tat utar net system very shit lol~!!!
i hate tis~!!!!!
y can like tat 1...
cant login...
plus gt so odd de stupig blank time table come out..
i cant edit it oso...
den how i can register it~!!!!
shit lol~!!!!
i hate i hate i hateeeee la~!!!!!!
haizzzzz.....
now im in very bad mood,,,,,
gonna do my typo agains~!!!
haizzzzzz....
lonelyyyyyyyy....
lonely........
n lone...ly....

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by janey yip saw chan^^

shit

jAnEy''s mEmOriEs....: LOVE so hard

jAnEy''s mEmOriEs....: LOVE so hard

AMway....haiz..headache...

2day im oredi enter amway member...
dunno how 2 express my feeling...
seem like very fast i get into it...
how 2 start up my bussiness...
i scare 2 promote it wif my fren...
coz in my mind...
fren are not like tat...
if u nid him/her,
den baru u go find him/her...
im not tat kind of person...
actually in my mind...
how i wanna start my bussiness...
i will start it by frenship price...
it might be the cheaper price...
den if my fren reli interested wif amway product...can ask me help dem buy...
i will but it for them...
i think like tat more suit 2 me...
i dun like ppl lie me...
wanna enter member need rm85 de frees...
people told me jz nid 2 paid once...
but actually its not...
it need 2 paid more than tat...
tat person didnt told me one year nid 2 renew the member fees once...
haiz...
felt like kena lie...
so upset.....
coz i feel sad of tis fren...
izzit call frenship??
i treat her so gud...
y she wanna lie me...
dun wan tell me direct...
haizzzz....
sad sad saddd....
= =



janey yip saw chan

LOVE so hard

"LOVE" is very hard...
fall in love wif one person is hard....
trust in one person is hard...
2gether wif a stranger is hard...
hand hand wif stranger is hard....
most harder 1 is gv ur heart to somebody...
u gv him ur heart....
but he didnt care...
b4 when he n her still are fren...
they can talk wadever wif each others...
no matter household, personal, secret things...
after couple...
they seem like got things also put inside their own heart and would tell each others...
some how....
everything exchanged...
wad is love meaning for??
how many person can told me??
people would not care a person when he/ she always stick wif u...
when u lost 1 person,
then u noe wad's call cheerish...
y the earth always like tat???
which so wadever can settle...
i wish i can be strong...
but im not...
i care about love...
i care his things....
i care his feeling...
i care his emotions....
i care everthing of him...
but i dunno wad 2 do.....
may be v need some times....
may b.......




by :janey yip saw chan

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友你們可能相愛過

，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.

2day go ioi shopping...looking forward our memory

i feel so happy...i will be go ioi mall hv a shop...
i would like to be dere...
because i want to memories all the sweetest memory which is when he say lov me in front of A&W 's shop...
tat day i still rmb....the sun come out suddenly...
he say he love me n will oso take k of me...
1st time i feel so warm because 1st time i trust a guy until like tat...
my heart feel warming n i accept u...
cause i trust tat u can be my last...
last....1.....
already half year i 2gether wif u....
long time didnt had the feel b4...
b4's de sweetness like over ad...
now our love bcum stable...
but dunno y...
emmm......
ur caring not like b4....
i dunno y...
u dun like me making fren wif others guy....
owes complain me fat...haiz....
sumtimes i felt so sad....
dunno how 2 explain my feeling.....
izzit ur heart change ad???
do u still love me like b4??
stilll rmb wad u had said b4...
stilll rmb ur caring???
still rmb how v start....
???
still rmb our memory???
i would like 2 rmb all of tis....
i hope so v can get a gud ending...
i still rmb my promise....
i will love u ever n ever....
how bout u???
.....
ong kien fatt...





by: janey yip saw chAn